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I find that I'm more comfortable being boring. My mom always tried to tell me how good looking I am, my dad always tried to tell me I'm smart, once my sister even resorted to saying that I was maybe creative. But at any one of those things I'm at best midrange average. To say anything otherwise would be wishful thinking in complete forced ignorance of my current situation. I'm not slow, not fast, not smart, patient, calm, careful, charismatic, noble, honest, athletic, or endearing. In absolutely no way am I exceptional. I'm a terrible example someone who is amazing, but I'd maybe I can be happy regardless.