independence interdependence dependance

Well I've gone and started a mess. Typically I don't like being so impulsive and I don't think I've ever done anything so risky in my entire life for something so unassured, farfetched, and maybe even unimportant, but thinking back to when I made my decision I remember having a strangely strong conviction in what I decided to do. Then I carried through with it and here I am in this situation now. I'm by no means assured that anything good is going to come of this and the more I think about it the scarier it seems but in a weird way I know its the right decision. I guess this is the feeling people talk about when they describe religious experiences.